[slack]

2007-03-28T06:52:00.000-07:00

good evening...
here i am..seated,staring at the computer screen..
thinking about what to write...
my mind's at a blank now..i just got home from school..
late right..i know
(and i've already taken a bath..so don't worry about any smells...hahaha)
it's kinda boring..i know...i'm kinda bored myself......
all i think about is a certain 'someone'..i just do not
know why i can't get her out of my mind...gosh..why is it that difficult?
if it was not because of me making a big mistake in the past..
i feel that,there might be a chance for me and her..you know...
damn..i really wished that an opportunity would just reveal itself...
could it be anymore difficult?sometimes i just feel a great depression
overwhelming myself..is there such a thing??well correct me if i am
wrong or just being overdramatic...
hahaha...
all i can do now is wait?or find the opportunity?
is this the right time??
sometimes i just want to know whether is there even a little tiny bit of
me in her heart...
y can't she just tell or just give a hint??
so many questions..so little answers...
haizzzz.......today i'm not humouring nor am i trying to be lame as usual..
i am asking for advice on what should i do???
leave it as it is first??or wait alil' longer till after the 'O's
i hope to get some good advice..
with that..
signing of>>>>
~sKy~

2007-03-25T08:51:00.000-07:00

Lyrics t0 a New s0Ng???

i don't know anything,anymore
i'm lost girl, i can't feel anymore
my heart has lost it's sense of touch
all it does now, is just sit and rot

can you help me find my way back
back to your heart
you are every, everything to me
as vague as it seems you are always in my dreams

your cute face
your sweet smile
makes me face some denial
i wish i could travel back to the time when
i started to fall for you

but it's too late
i shouldn't have procrastinate
now it's a bit difficult to
have you in my arms

but there is still hope they say
don't give up but go all the way
if it is true love to you
then don't let it get away

so please tell me girl
do you feel for me like how i feel for you
because if you do, show me a sign
and clear my doubts so i won't be a fool

and please tell me soon......

2007-03-17T07:16:00.000-07:00

HEY PPL!!!
WADDUP?I NOE IT'S BEEN A LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG
LONG LONG LONG..FREAKING DAMN LONG LONG TIME
SINCE I BLOGGED...
I GOT DIVORCED AGAIN..OMG!!!!N I'M GONNA HAVE ANOTHER CHILD!!!
WHICH TOTALS UP TO 14 CHILDREN...BY 4 WIVES...REALLY2...ITS LIKE...
OOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHH MMMMMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYY
GGGGGGGGGGGGODDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!
HAHAHA..JUST TO HUMOUR...GOT NOTHING MUCH TO UPDATE.....
LIFE HAVE BEEN..JUST LIKE TT...LIKE TT....U NOE..JUST LIKE TT....
DAMN..ITS BEEN LIKE TT...
HAIZ...N TO MY FAITHFUL READERS...I HAVE UPDATED AS U SEE HERE..
BUT ITS CRAP...WATEVER...
SOOO..WHEN I GOT SOMETHING TO UPDATE..I'LL UPDATE LA..
HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
KAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA
WAKAKAKA
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....
BLABLABLABLA...........
TT'S ALL YA...
PEACE....
SIGNING OFF...
~sky~

2006-11-14T22:47:00.000-08:00

konichiwa!!i'm back frm japan!!the ladies there were soooooooooooooo freaking hot..and i mean really freaking hot!!!haiz..*drooling*..=p..
haha..enuff of crap..actualli my hols were not tt fun..quit my job..now i'm penniless..=(..bt nvm...i still can survive..dyed hair again..and it was not the colour tt i expected!damn gatsby!!NOTE!!IF U WANT TO DYE UR HAIR..OR BLEACH UR HAIR..DUN USE GATSBY..U'RE GONNA WASTE UR MONEY!!I SUGGEST U USE PALTY!!YOU'LL GET THE COLOUR U WANT...but ur hair would be kinda coarse though..so stand by a hair conditioner...hee..=)....
ouh ya...I'M PERFORMING AT THE GASHAUS ON THE 22 DEC 2006...THOSE WHO WANT TO PLS CONTACT ME!!!!it's on a FRIDAE NITE!!TICKETS ARE SELLING FOR $10 PLUS U GET A FREE DRINK!!NON-ALCOHOLIC OF COURSE....BUT MAKE SURE U CONTACT ME B4 THE 30TH OF NOVEMBER!!....
umm..i'm soo uncertain of my own feelings nowadays..n it is driving me nutsssssssssss...argggghh!!!damn..if only i was wiser with the choices i make..and not rush things..i think i would have lead a normal happy teenage life..but wht is done is done..i can never turn back time...but all i noe tt it is my fault..and i have to find a way to get out of the mess i got myself into,cleanly...i do feel tt sometimes i am selfish to what others are feeling and i take them for granted...i am not the nice guy everyone thinks i am..i'm not sure of what i am or who i used to be..
this is my freaking first time pouring a bit of emotions in an entry..well i think there is always a first time for everything everytime...hee...=P
thats all for now!!!!
SAYONARA!!!!

2006-10-04T00:05:00.000-07:00

hey..hey...hey....
finally i got to write in..my comp at home has some internal corruption or sumthing like tt..now i'm at afiq's hse writing...bleah...=p...today was a lil' crazy for me..coz of the science paper and some qns tt i think i wud screw up badly...
put tt aside..everything was fine and i went a lil' crazy todae
...aaaarghhhhhh!!!..hehe..see wat i mean..even afiq n affan think so...we broke fast early due to some technical probs(hehe..actualli cud not stand oreadi)...i can't for the 10 of October..THE END OF THE 'N' LEVEL EXAM!!YAHOO!!!...hmm...tt's all 4 todae...this is my first entry..hope u enjoy it as much as i enjoyed writing it..bleah...
signing off...~sky~ =p